Eject and Down for the Count

ok
so i’m here now
and feeling irritated
about my buttons.

do i display them so candidly,
a reach and a touch
you simply strike
and there you have it?

on a ranking -
you fell low today
and i became shallow
with a consolation,
a piece of empathy;
you spun me tighter than before,
into the darkest
the grossest pits,
of the loveliest
most sunken part of you.